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I have been long time never write a blog here. Time pass by fast, almost end of the year. Turn 2009 soon. I have been working almost 1year! I’m enjoying my working life very much. I think i’m lucky all the time, thank god for blessing me all the time. I promised to be a good person, im thankful. I really appreaciate what i have.

Thank you for those who help me a lot in my journey. Thanks to my family for their support all the time. And of course my friends too!

Thank you

Terima kasih

Xie Xie.

Muito obrigada

Merci

Arigato

Gamsahamida

Spasibah

Como voce esta? Eu estou ben!

Life getting much more happy here. I feel warm in this ‘home’. My housemates cheer me up everyday although we all from different country. Starting to feel this house is my second house now. Pedro, Rafael, Daria, Jenny, Liam, Marcus n Raymond.. Among them, the most close fren with me in the apartment is Pedro, Rafael, Daria, Jenny n Liam.. Jenny is my roommate, a gurl from Hungary, at first i feel hard to communicate with her bcos she dont know how to speak english at all. Now she learning english slowly, improve a lot. Daria, party queen from Rusia, a very nice girl too. She always made us cocktail, i like her a lot. Rafael, my portugese language teacher at home. He always teach me how to speak portugese, n sometime i teach him cantonese too. Finally, Pedro.. He is my papa! haha.. we always joke together, always teaching me portugese, teach me how to diet in thai style, teach me cooking, n bully me sometime! He is the most funniest guy in our home. He is very handsome too.

Last night we r going crazy in the house, joking. We decide next wed go to Clarke quay, fashion bar. Bcos we got special privilege there, hehe. ^^ Pedro said he want to dance ‘crab dance’ there.. I’m so desperate to see the ‘crab dance’ now cos it’s really dance like a crab. Can u imagine the crab dance?

I hope i can spend my life here happily everyday just like last night. And get more jobs here, then life will be meaningful. Unforgetable memory for me forever. I LOVE MY HOUSEMATES!

This is my second week in Singapore. Today is the most casting i have done, it’s 4. One of my housemate even more, he has 6! He is from Brazil, a nice guy who just come here. Today is a busy day for everyone, i dunno why. Mayb because of CNY, everyone is rushing for it.

I still rmb the first day i was in singapore.. The moment when i reach a place in singapore named Golden Mile, i feel lost.. Coz that’s totally new to me and in my mind i just know i want to go to the agency which located in Killiney Road. I was carrying my big bag keep walking n at the same time i keep asking ppl how to get to the mrt station. The guard told me that the nearest mrt station is Lavender, it jus very near n ask me to walk there. Oh my god, it’s not really very near for me on that day cos my bag was too heavily! But i tell my self i have to get there, so i did it. Wao, i feel proud to my self that day cos i feel im independent. Finally, i reached agency.

Sera, my Singapore Boss is so nice to me. I like her. Raymond, my booker, he is a kind too. Lynda the funny photography booker, i love her too! Everyone is kind here n i really have to thank god. My housemates all r kind n they are very dicipline. Nobody go out party everynight n drunk. Unlike those hollywood stars. haha..

My life here is healthy. Bcos i wake up early, sleep early. Everyday i made my own breakfast, bread with kaya n butter+milk+ ham n egg = wonderful breakfast. I always cooking here, eat apples everyday, orange juices… i like this kind of lifestyle. Cos it’s made me healthier! Ppl surrounding me are pretty creatures.. Bcos they r models! Liam, Chris, Jordan, Marcus, Raymond, Petru, n Alex.. they are my housemate. They from diff place.. Liam is from Australia, Chris is from Canada, Jordan is from Europe, Petru is from Brazil, Alex is from Poland, Marcus is from Germany n only Raymond is Singaporian.They live in a healthy lifestyle, so do i.

One of my housemate, Liam. He is a cooking master in our apartment. I always laugh at him cos he is a freak when he ride his bic! haha, he is very funny! I still rmb few days ago i did a shooting with him, it’s for Singapore Newspaper Valentine’s day special. Oh my god, we have to act like a couple in the shooting. He is holding a big sunflower n wear a classic spec, i really cant feel sweet on that moment cos it’s funny more than sweet! (Photographer ask me to do some sweet face expression) But I cant stop laughing when i saw his funny look! haha! That’s the most funny shoot in my life!

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好久都没有写blog了,感觉上好像生疏了。

最近的我也挺忙碌的，有时候真的有点儿疲倦，好像很久都没有时间让自已好好的休息，轻松一下。有位朋友常常问我是否有心事，其实我并没有心事重重，只是心情有点复杂，有点迷茫，没有方向感。我有好多东西想去做，可是我觉得我不能那么的贪心，目前我只能选择一样。

模特？化妆师？造型师？

我需要勇气。我会成功吗？我做对决定吗？我该追逐我的梦想还是向残酷的社会低头？唉！所以说嘛，我们是“凡人”，更是“烦人”！！

I feel disappointed to my self. I wish to do the best for them n also for my self. But i think i have let them feel disappointed. I really wish to do the best, but i know i’m bad. Now the only thing is to do more practise.. Do the best.. Try my best.. I dont wan to waste the chance which gave by them. I really appreciate it. As Dai Lou said, it’d passed. I should look forward, but not looking backward.. Next time sure do better! That’s what i promised to myself.. GAMBATEH!!!

Since last month i was attending catwalk class until now. Hmm.. Some how, my catwalk now still not good.. Even stand with a leg also not balance. Arrrrgh, i really need to work harder!! N i also need to study hard.. Cos this end of 2007 i will going to graduate. Time pass by very fast. I still can rmb last year 1st of April is the first day i come KL study. Now is dy 2 of April 2007. So fast. I also 19 dy. Hope everything going smooth.. No matter in study or work or modelling or love or family..

Recently just involved in few photo-shooting.. That’s why i always upload new photos in frenster. Through my frenster, all of my frens will know what i am doing recently. This recent photos all took by my best fren n also my best Dai Lou.. He really help me a lot to do my own model portfolio. Not only him, still got some cute n kind fashion designers helping me. They sponser the cloth for me in the shooting. They are Daryl n Kit Yee.. Another person is Daniel Chong. Cos that 3 elegance garment r from Daniel Chong! Im really appreciate. During the shooting we are very relax, enjoy n having fun! Especially my "Director" –> Daryl n Kit Yee. Walao eh, they r damn cute n funny. I still rmb we got a lot of funny photos during the shooting. (That sily Dai Lou curi-curi take our funny photo!) This shooting really unforgetable! I’m glad to have them as my frens in my life. =) After this shooting, i still learned PhotoShop from Dai Lou. Now i know how to use photoshop to touch up dy! Kakaka.. Happy! Next time got time sure wan to sharpen my photography skill.. Hehe.. Cos im really interest in photography.

Kit yee, this is ur ‘work’.. Hehe! =P

But nice horr..

Daryl, u see what u r doing??

Nelly Furtado - All Good Thing

Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die

Honestly what will become of me
I don’t like reality
It’s way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don’t see
We missed everything daydreaming

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end

Travelling I always stop at exits
Wondering if I’ll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don’t cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day until the feeling went away
And the clouds were dropping and the…
The rain forgot how to bring salvation
The dogs were whistling a new tune barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die

Hohoho, Merry Christmas! Haha.. It too early to you guys? I like Christmas so much.. Dunno why! Haha.. Here i wan to share some photos with all of you.. All the photos i have took in Mid-Valley. There is a nice place to take photo! Come on.. LEt’s go!

My life getting more and more busy since last few months.. Finally i sick. Hmmm.. So sick now. Selsema + Sore throat + Lack of sleep..

This morning i starting feeling not well.. n he ask me dun go for the elite models catwalk training class, bcos the catwalk trainer, Simone Teh’s studio is located in Cheras Business Centre. It’s quite far from my house. But at the end, i still go for the training.

After finish the catwalk class, i went home with my frens by lrt. After i reach PJ, my body was so tired n i feel a bit dizzy. I’m really sick n hungry at the moment. After he come n fetch me, he took me to eat. After that i went home.

He always take k of me. Everytime i sick, he is always by my side. I like the way he take k of me when im sick. I like the way he made me smile although im sick. I like the way he hug me when i feel cold. Bcos it’s warmed my heart. It’s really warm.. I know this is a responsibility for a lover. But it’s really very sincere. That’s what not everyone can do it. A lover always have to be sincere n caring to each other.

I’m happy i found it. I wish u all can found it too.

*This blog is especially wrote for my bf, Keith. I’m really appreciate him. DEar, thanks for ur love n caring. Love u always. U will always in heart. Hope we will happily ever after..*

Few days ago, i had received a call from elite management, they informed me that i had chosen from the last audition to another audition again for the selection of last 20 finalist. The ppl who called me had asked me go to elite management office in Desa Sri Hartamas on 21th of September.

So on that day, in the morning i had call a taxi to come pick me up to the Desa Sri Hartamas qt 1o’clock. When 12.30pm, the taxi driver sms me n ask me to call another taxi bcos his taxi was broke down. So i quickly call another taxi. But it’s was a bad luck day! "sorry, there’s no taxi for u at 1o’clock" replied the operator. Oh my god! My mind was blank. So i decided to walk out to the Bus stop to try to get a taxi. But the weather was so so hot!

At this moment, my hero was coming! My bf called me n told me that he come pick me up to the Sri Hartamas since there’s no taxi for me n the audition is going to start at 2 o’clock!! He had sacrified his lunch! My hero had picked me up to elite management there. At the entrance there i saw a lot of pretty tall girls n they exactly look like proffesional models. So i asked them where is the elite management n they bring me up there. Im not wrong! They really models!

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